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Friendship and faith in adulthood

Friendship and faith in adulthood

WTF? (relax – it means “where’re the friends”!)

I have always liked people.  I was friendly with everyone in elementary school and had one close/best friend.  It seemed so easy when we were young! In middle school my friendships changed, but I still had one close friend and a lot of other superficial friendships.  The middle school years were not completely smooth sailing for me and I made some bad choices.  Then I went from one long-term relationship to another one, and neither one of them went to my school, so I wasn’t very involved in school activities.  This all led to me having a lot of acquaintances and very few actual friends.  As I entered adulthood and started working I had the same pattern – one close friend, friendly with everyone else. I then got married and we were busy raising kids and neither one of us really had friends outside of work, with the exception of a few friends that my husband stays in occasional, superficial contact with. I of course have one close friend and several acquaintances – shocking, right? I think that part of my personality makeup is such that this is what works best for me.  Scratch that – not best, easiest. Because if it was what is best, I don’t think I would have this constant feeling of missing out.

Is it me?

Back in my middle school days, there was a period where I was bullied by a group of girls.  And then I ended up in group therapy with one of them.  That was fun! Okay, not so much at the time, but there was something she said that has stuck with me.  When asked to describe me, she said I was stuck up and thought I was better than everyone. What?!  Me?? No, no, no, that’s not right at all!  I was worried that I wasn’t good enough, pretty enough, smart enough, enough.  I had no idea that my insecurities were coming across that way. This revelation really didn’t make a huge impact on me then, but I have thought of it off and on since then.  I consider myself to be very friendly and like-able (sorry if this hyphenation troubles any of you; it was one of the auto correct options.  Apparently “likable” is the right spelling, but I see it as “lickable” and don’t like it), but maybe that’s not the case.  I feel like I can talk to anyone one-on-one, especially if they initiate the conversation.  It’s the moving beyond the initial convo that gives me trouble.

It’s not just me!

I started looking into this a little more, because honestly, I felt like I was just out of luck.  I have told myself for years that 30-somethings and now 40-somethings already have their circle of friends and that is just that. But maybe it isn’t.  See, I love social media, especially Facebook.  It’s a great way to connect with all of those acquaintances that I haven’t spoken to in years, stay in touch with family, and get the word out about my business.  But it can also be a source of discontent.  Seeing pics of groups of friends from high school or college reuniting and having a blast is great, but makes me sad that I don’t have that. And it can give you a false sense of friendship and intimacy.  I read an article about friendship in Live Happy magazine  that says since I have a close friend I’m in good shape.  And I agree to a certain extent.  I am incredibly grateful for my best friend.  She knows me and all of my crazy moodiness and quirks and loves me anyway.  It’s not that I want twelve people that I could call in the middle of the night, but just having a few people close enough that I could call (not message via some app, actually have their number and call them) and see about going to a movie or dinner or just hanging out – that’s what I want.  And I guess I’m not alone – there is a website called GirlFriendCircles.com that is geared toward “introducing women, inspiring friendship.”  There is a cost to join, and I’m not convinced I need to take this step just yet, but it’s nice to know that there are other women facing the same issues.  I just downloaded the free report, “Ten Ways to Meet New People” and I’m happy to say I’ve been doing a couple of them lately!

Stepping outside my comfort zone

Remembering that I have come across as snobby and standoffish in the past, I knew I needed to do something.  What if there are women out there thinking the same things I am thinking?  Women who would love to have someone to chat with and connect with?  People who know me well would probably be surprised by most of this. I love to talk (sometimes too much) and love to be around people.  But I have come to the conclusion that I am an introverted extrovert, which I think is explained incredibly well here.  I recently realized how much the part about being social but then needing alone time is totally me.  I had a great extended lunch with a friend and we talked and talked but the next day I was much more withdrawn at home, and even on edge when there was too much stimulation.

I have know that there was this void for a while.  It’s painfully clear to me at church, where we have attended for seventeen years.  It’s a big church.  And probably ten people (maybe) know me by name.  That’s sad and ridiculous and completely my fault.  So I have decided to be bold (well, bold for me).  Here are a couple of things that I have done in the past couple of weeks to get more comfortable meeting new people.

  • I introduced myself to someone from church at Target.  This is one of those people that everyone knows (she happens to have beautiful hair that is just “her”) and so I feel like I know her, but I don’t.  So I walked by her and then I turned around and walked back and said something along the lines of, “You don’t know me but I go to X Church and I just wanted to introduce myself.”  I think then I rambled on a bit, and then we chatted and she was incredibly sweet and it was a little awkward but I did it.  And I didn’t die or do anything really embarrassing, so that’s something.
  • I asked someone out for coffee via Messenger.  Again, someone that I know from church and know who she and her husband are, but they don’t know me.  She actually initiated the conversation in response to a post I had made and it seemed like we had some things in common, so I asked if she’d like to get together for coffee sometime.  As I typed the question to her, my finger paused before I hit send. When I finally poked the screen, I just sat there for a minute staring at it, thinking how glad I was that I never really dated.  That simple little coffee request was stressful!! And then she said sure and we met for coffee this week and it was fun.  I don’t know if we will ever meet up again.  What I do know is that there wouldn’t have been any hope of a friendship starting without my tiny bit of courage.
  • I am going to a networking event next week. Again I am stepping outside my comfort zone, but I am having faith that just on the other side is where the good stuff happens! Jim Rohn said, “For things to change, you have to change” and I believe that wholeheartedly.  So little by little I’m trying to reach out and create the relationships I want without letting that negative voice in my head discourage me.  We’ll see how it goes!

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Mindset matters!

Mindset matters!

You know sometimes when you go to church or you hear a particular message and you think ‘oh my gosh, they’re talking right to me?’ That’s what happened to me on Saturday.  I attended an all day training that was absolutely amazing. I took 68 pages of notes. Granted, my writing is kind of big and my notebook is about 5 x 8, but still that’s a lot of notes! I’m sharing this because I feel I that it applies to every area of my life and maybe can benefit you as well. A good portion of this is material that I have heard before, and maybe you have too. If so there is a reason – because it’s right/good/something worth remembering. Repetition is our friend!

Mindset (from the training of Puya Ghandian)

There’s no point in planting a seed if you’ve got dirty soil. If your mindset is not where it needs to be then you’re not going to have the results that you want.

Puya’s journey into personal development started at age 17 when he was working as a bagger at a grocery store and a woman gave him a copy of the book The Slight Edge as his tip. (Side note – if you haven’t read this book, please take the time to do so! It’s a common sense approach to how to make every area of your life work better.)

A………………..B  When getting from point A to point B, the gap in between is 80% psychology and 20% mechanics. Are you being your number one cheerleader or your number one critic? You also have to have focus and clarity. You have to know where you are and you have to know where you were going. Similar to a GPS you can’t just know that you want to go somewhere vague and expect to get there. You’re also not going to successfully arrive if you don’t know where you’re starting from.

Set SMART goals. How many times have you heard that one? Yeah, me too. Now how many SMART goals do you really have, right now, written down? None? Yeah me too.  I have some vague ideas in my head and a few goals written on scraps of paper, but nothing that I refer to daily. There is also something to be said for reading your goals aloud on a daily basis.  Some people use different words to describe them, but the overall meaning is the same:

  • Specific
  • Measurable
  • Attainable
  • Realistic
  • Time-sensitive

When your mindset becomes congruent with where you want to go that’s when success happens. Where focus goes energy flows. How many times have you thought that you lack confidence or are disorganized or procrastinate? Would you agree that that is not always the case? So maybe 95% of the time those things apply to you? If so, focus on the 5% of the time that they don’t.  Reinforcing the negative thoughts in your head keeps them real.  If I constantly think that I’m a failure or I can’t lose weight, I’m right and will continue to be fail and be fat!  It has been said that we have 90,000 thoughts per day and 60,000 of those are repeats from the day before (Puya quoting Jenni Byrd-Grier).  What we tell ourselves matters.

The importance of language – I actually read this somewhere fairly recently and started trying it myself. It is funny how just a simple tweak in the word you use, even when you’re talking to yourself, can make a difference. Like using “have to” versus “get to”. For example, “I have to go to grocery store.”  That makes it feel like an obligation, but if you really stop and think about it aren’t you grateful that you have access to food? And that you have the money to buy it? The same applies to, “I always have to pick up after my family.”  there are many people who would love to have a family to care for, and things that need picking up. I know that we’re all going to have days and moments where it’s frustrating and feels like there’s a lot of things that we HAVE to do. But really, don’t you have a choice in just about everything you do? You may not like the consequences of not doing something, but you still have a choice. Focusing on why you “have to” do something can help bring you back to an attitude of gratitude. The same can apply to words in many different situations. Such as someone asking how your day is going or how you are. There is a different emotion that is evoked when you say, “good” versus “outstanding”.

How you do the how’s – one of the things that the author of The Slight Edge, Jeff Olson, always says is, “It’s not the hows, it’s how you do the hows.”  I never really understood that and actually thought it had something to do with the system or approach or tool you were using. The “how you do the hows” refers to your mindset while you are doing whatever you are doing.  Maybe that was clear to you from the beginning but that was a big a-ha for me. Thanks to Puya for making it more clear to me.

A positive spin on a negative world

What it boils down to is we live in a negative world and we are hard-wired to focus on  what is negative more than what is positive.  But that doesn’t mean it’s hopeless! Just like someone with a predisposition to heart disease or alcoholism can take steps to avoid or lessen their own health issues, we can take steps to combat negativity.

  • Surround yourself with people who want to be happy.  That may seem like a no-brainer; doesn’t everyone want to be happy?  In my experience, no.  Some people thrive on negativity and that’s okay I guess – for them, not for me.  Yes, bad things happen.  A lot of it I don’t understand.  I do however have faith that even when something feels so wrong, there is a greater plan and something positive can come out of every situation.
  • Start with gratitude.  Even in the worst of circumstances, look for even the smallest thing to be thankful for. Right now my husband has a cough left over from a bout of illness.  We’ve been to the doctor, he is fine, he just has this lingering cough.  And it’s annoying!  The selfish part of me focuses on the fact that it’s annoying to hear, the loving wife part of me knows that it’s worse for him and feels bad.  The grateful part of me is thankful that he was sick but now is better overall and that we have the ability to get him checked out when we have concerns.
  • Spend at least 10 minutes per day (ideally more) reading or listening to some sort of personal development. Reading just 10 pages of a good book per day can lead to 12+ books read per year!  I love fiction too, but the time I spend on personal development is having a much bigger impact on my life.  And when I find myself getting down or lacking focus, I can almost always trace it back to slacking in this area.  Find a podcast or YouTube video and play it while you are getting ready in the morning or when making dinner or when driving. I like the Live Happy podcast.  Today I am also listening to Mel Robbins – she is very real and down to earth.

Today I will write down 3 SMART goals. I plan to read them out loud daily.

What is just one small thing you can start doing, TODAY, that will improve your outlook and life?